Pondering

As you can see, I have been pondering a little bit lately. I'm trying to figure out what love is really like, what it really means. It's a very hard topic to figure out. There are just so many different answers!

For example, some people say that love is when you dream about someone constantly. Others say it's when you get butterflies in your stomach from being with that person. Still others say that it's when you want to have kids with that person. Others say that love is when you are ready and willing to spend the rest of your life with that person.

I'm not fully sure which one I agree with!! I'm sure there are more definitions of love, so I'll keep thinking of them, and try to figure out which I agree with. Get back to you later!!

-lil' miss laughs-a-lot

Busy, busy, busy!!!

Howdy y'all!! I haen't been able to blog in *such* a long time!!! I've been *majorly* busy. First, I chose between two guys, and I am almost positive that I made the better choice. Two, it's winter vacation now!!! My family is skiing, while I am home taking a sewing class. It's a lot of fun. Yesterday we made pajama pants, and today we made shirts. Tomorrow morning we are going to do the hem on the shirt, and then start our skirts!! Fun, fun, fun!!!

Yesterday there was a huge storm here where I live. It was pretty unbelievable!!! On one street, three telephone poles fell down into the street, but they haven't fully hit the ground. They're being suspended in the air by the wires! Then as I was walking home from my sewing class today, I passed a street and saw that a telephone pole and the *ginormous* (don't tell me that that's not a real word; I don't care) tree next to it fell down, and *just* missed hitting someone's house!!

Huh. You know, I thought I had so much to say, but now that I am finally here at the computer, on my blog, and typing, I can't seem to remember it!!!!! I *hate* when that happens. It gets to be very cumbersome (I think that that word fits in where it is and makes sense there, but I am not fully sure. I just think it sounds cool, and since it happened to pop into my head, I put it in!!).

Sayanora!!

-lil' miss laughs-a-lot

Drama Club and Evil Teachers

Heyy!! Long time no blog!! I wonder if I have any comments yet???

Today the drama club in my school put on their performance. (By the way, my crush is in it [he's the only boy, yet he's not afraid of what people say about him; how cute is that??!!], and he is an AMAZING actor!!!! I can't believe he never acted before!!) The assistant principal was there watching it also, and she ruined the entire play!! She yelled at this little 6th grade girl (who is very shy, let me just say) that she needed to be louder! And she did that in front of EVERYONE in the audience, AND while the girl was IN THE MIDDLE of her PERFORMANCE!!! What kind of person does that??She's (the assistant principal) is so not a human being that it's unbelievable, and I can't believe the school ever hired her!! Then she went and cut 20 minutes out of each and every scene in the performance. Next, she went so far as to actually cut out 2 scenes from the performance!!! And even worse was that she kicked 8th grade out, because people weren't being good, and it's so not fair to the people like my friends and me who really wanted to see it!!!!!

I mean, I was at the performance last night, but I didn't get to see any of it, except for the first 10 minutes!! I was backstage helping everyone out. I washed paint off one girl's face, I handed another girl her "mushrooms." Best of all though, I helped people run lines. Including my crush!!!! And let me just tell you this. But you have to keep it a secret!! In one of the scenes (he was especially good in that one), he had to come out with his pants down around his ankles (he wore a bathing suit underneath so people wouldn't see his boxers) and his legs all bloody (honey with red food coloring in it-looks real!!). Oh my god!!!! He has such sexy legs!!! They're a little less muscled/toned than they could be, but they have like, the perfect amount of hairiness on them, and oh my god I can't get over how much I wanted to touch his legs!!

I know that sounds stalkerish, but I have a date with him, meaning that he must like me too, right? So it's definitely not stalkerish!!

-lil' miss laugh-a-lot

No More Acting.....

It's horribly sad. My acting class is over for the year. I mean, I could sign up again for the spring class, but I can't because I am doing my school play in the spring, and it's too hard to do both of them.

We performed our play Monday and Tuesday night. Oh my god it was amazing!!!! I actually have slight troubles believing that we did it so well. That is, last night was MUCH better than the first night, but the first night was pretty good still. We performed Fools, by Neil Simon. It was hysterical!!! I am telling you, ever single one of you reading this should go out to the library or something and get that play and read the whole thing. I can guarantee you will enjoy it!! To make it really enjoyable though, pick different voices for each character, and then if you want, act it out. At least try to get really into each character, and feel what they are feeling in the story. I was Snetsky, and just in case if you want to use the same voice I used for him, I talked with a lisp the entire play. Believe me, it sounds really funny with a lisp.

To tell you the real truth, it won't be half as enjoyable for you to read and attempt to act out yourselves as it would have been for you to have come watch my performance of it. (Just so you know. But don't feel upset about it, because it's too late to change the fact that none of you, my faithful readers, were there.) I forgive you for it though. One hundred percent completely. Especially since I was so busy the days before the performances, that I forgot to tell you about it! So if you wan to blame someone, you may blame me.

I have to go study for a social studies test now. Wish me luck on it tomorrow!

-lil' miss laughs-a-lot

Snow Days

Snow days.... I love them so much! have you heard of them? Yeah, they're those days that we haven't gotten any of yet this year! You know, where it snows a lot, so we don't have school.... Oh right! Forgot about those, huh? Well, don't feel guilty. There's no need to. I might have forgotten what they were also, except that I love snow, so it's like impossible to forget about snow day, which are just an added bonus of snow! I wish it would stop snowing on the weekends. I mean, it's true, it has snowed on a few Sunday nights this year, but then it doesn't snow enough to get a snow day. And that's what we need! A day where there is just so much snow a person can't possibly go anywhere except sledding!! Has anyone seen the weather forecast lately? Do you know if there's any snow expected? If there is please tell me! I need to prepare for a snow day tomorrow morning then!!

The following is a list of what you need to do to ensure a snow day the next morning:

1) Wear your pajamas inside out and backwards (no matter how silly you look!).

2) Put a silver spoon underneath your pillow.

3) Put a penny face-up on your windowsill.

4) Think about a giant blizzard coming in the might and giving us at least two feet of snow.

5) Wish for a snow day with all your might.

I am sure that there are more and I just can't remember them, so if you know them you can add them to my list in a comment, or just do them and tell all your friends to do them too!! (I know, I'm getting desperate here though! I really, really, really want some followers and comments on my blog!!)

G'night!!

One of Those Days...

Have you ever had one of those days? Where your hopes are p really high about something and you feel like you're floating way up high on a cloud in the sky (ha! that rhymes! I'm a poet and I didn't even know it!)?

Well, that was what my day was like today. At first I was all excited and happy, because two nights ago I found out that the boy I like might ask me out (and I found this out from a reliable source- he told me himself!) By the way...this is top secret stuff!!!! Shhh, don't tell!!! ;^} (lips sealed and locked)

But then tonight we were talking, and I realized something, which I just finished e-mailing him about, that we are really close friends, and if we did go out we would end up breaking up sometime. I wouldn't want to lose a friend like him to a break up though! That would be really depressing, since we're so close. I feel like I can tell him anything!! He's like my twin brother that I never had. Or something like that.

Sure, it would be fun for a while to be his girlfriend, but then we'd probably get interested in different people, we'd end up fighting a lot, and things just wouldn't work out. (At least, that's what I've heard about.) So I'm glad I decided to go ahead while I had the courage, and just e-mail him that, because otherwise, things may have turned out disastrously!

Here's a shout-out to all those lonely, broken hearts out there! Normally, now would be a good time to say "Don't worry about it! There are other, better fish in the sea!" But I happen to know from some experience that when you have a lonely, broken heart, it sure doesn't feel like any other fish could be any better than your ex-fish. But i will say this. You should cheer up, because if you and your special "fish" broke up, it's for a good reason. Maybe it was because you two just weren't right for each other, you were having fights about stupid things like what kind of milk is better, way too often, or your "fish" was pressuring you into doing things you didn't want to do. Don't worry! These things are all perfectly normal. You need to realize that you have enough time to get married, time which you could use for finding the fish meant for you. As a great jewish scholar once said, "This too is for the good." And this quote is so true. I have gone by this quote so many times before in my life, that it's insane! For example, my friend and I were raising money in our school to buy a wedding present for one of our teachers. Well, we had one all picked out from their registry, and we would have been able to raise all the money for it in the time we had, but it turns out that into our second day of fund-raising, someone else had bought it before us. The two of us were extremely upset by this, and we didn't know what to do! So we went to a different store, where we found a present that was even more perfect than the one we had originally chosen! And the whole time, guess what I was thinking to myself. "Oh my god, that quote really is true! Everything really is for the good! No matter how bad something seems, it can still work out even better!" That thought just went around and around in my head that day.

Luckily, I'm realizing it now also, before I do something that will ruin the friendship between me and this boy irreparably!

So just think of that quote! And good luck to you all!

lil' miss laughs-a-lot

Time Wasters

Did you know that there are millions of time wasters out there in our world, just waiting to be found?

If you didn't, here are some of them:

1) Talking on instant messenger

2) Facebook/Myspace/twitter

3) Texting (unless if it's about something important)

4) Watching tv

5) Coloring on yourself

6) Making mudpies

7) Procrastinating, especially when you should be studying for a giant math test you have TOMORROW!!!!!

It's true. I fit into the last category of time wasters. It's pretty bad for me. And I'm also talking on AIM. So I think I'll go finish up my conversations with m friends, and then force myself to go study. Toodles!!

lil' miss laughs-a-lot